Push X Pull


How frustrating is it to do one thing, but it results to another.

Why is it that some people, when you chase after them, would distance themselves from you. But, when you distance yourself from them, would chase after you?




I’m really trying to see you less than what I perceive you to be. That is, I’m trying to see you only as a friend and not someone whom I’ve given my whole heart to. But it’s pretty difficult.

I’m trying to move on, really I am.


Contemplations, Daily Life

The whole duration of the KTV session was super tense.

I was honestly battling against myself whether or not I’d tell you.

At one point, I’ve decided not to tell you. I figured I’d just carry the secret with me to the grave. I kept asking others on what they’d do if they were presented a similar situation.